I have tried twice to publish this message  and both times the computer froze. So I believe this

If you have just joined us do yourself a favor and go back over the past blogs

to receive full understanding.

Pulling the Root.  When something is planted it starts with a seed and the longer

it stays in the ground and has water and sunshine, nutrients it will grow deeper

and deeper and spread further than you can see until you go to attempt to pull

it up and WOW you are amazed how settled in it has become.

Same with your roots of feeling and emotions the longer you carry them either

positive or negative they will have roots that will grow and grow settling in

somewhere.  How do you know what they are, look at your words you have been

 speaking today? They will reflect the belief of your heart.  Were they uplifting

encouraging, hopeful looking and expecting something good to happen or are

you looking at the present time of the  reality of life and confessing how bad, sad and

down it or someone is? So if you draw an imaginary line from your mouth back

down into your body those feelings emotions you have been speaking are

looking for a place to settle and when their there long enough you will feel the

physical symptom of where the root has settled.

Several years ago I was on one of my wandering walks and it felt like everything

had come crashing down on me. Everything from relationships to business and

my children were the little ducklings just following mom. 

So i physically threw my arms up in the air and said Jesus I Give!  Just what he

had been waiting for, Cindy to surrender and admit she on her own power was

eventually making a mess of everything.  She needed help, a partner and not

a natural man but a supernatural one "Jesus". The one who came and took

all our  sins, sickness, disease, iniquities ( a sin that has become a habit) away

with the shedding of his blood. Repentance and confession is the first step to

the process of the journey to turn your life around.

Unforgiveness was my deepest root, join me next how I dealt with that.

Good to have you stop in.

Wow, what a journey, hope you are still with me because this will change your life.

Having lost my entire family to sickness and then on top of it had my own issues

to deal with , child abuse, 3 failed marriages and yes I am on number 4, business

failed I was on a downhill slide and I wasn't liking it at all. I keep repeating pete.

I  am going to talk about some physical issues I dealt and their feelings and if you

have followed the blogs see if you can see how they fit into the picture.

Physical Symptom: Colon, constipation ( sorry for being blunt)

Feeling: resisting flow of life,

unresolvable problems/determined to carry on, holding on to past experiences

deep subconscious resentment, tension built up, not letting go.

Physical Symptom: Overweight

Feeling: Feel a need for protection , resistance to forgiving, hidden anger

Physical Symptom: Fungus

Feeling:  Inability to let go of the past, allowing the past to rule the now

Physical Symptom: Gum Problems

Feeling: Not carrying out decisions once they are made

( I would teeter on things afraid they wouldn't work out and they didn't,

I got what I feared)

Physical Symptom:  Headaches,

Feelings: Tension, stress, hurt feelings unexpressed, unpleasant relationship

inner pressure working on you, feeling unable to control

Physical Symptom:  Hip pain, unable to walk out

Feeling:  fear making major decision, nothing to look forward to, lack of

emotional and physical self support

Physical Symptom:  Lower Back pain that lead to surgery in "85"

feelings:  fear where money is concerned, wanting to back out of something

in a relationship that hurts, running away from a situation

Ok, have you had enough! I think I have, I had forgotten most of this since

I don't deal with them much at all anymore! Praise God!

Since this was longer than I thought . I will put the How To pull out next!

So here is where the rubber met the road when i discovered that the sickness I had witnessed all

my life were connected to feelings and emotions.  I have always said you are what you think and what

you eat.  The two go hand in hand for good overall health you need both in a positive direction. 

So I started tracing back through my brothers , mothers and my fathers life.  What had they

been feeling?  what did they think/believe about themselves? You can tell in a 5 minute conversation

what someones attitude  is about themselves.   Now sometimes a person has learned how to cover it

up with a smile and everything is always fine to have only buried those feelings and emotions 

deep down inside them and internally they are an emotional wreck. I was one of those people. 

Feelings and emotions are the roots that when allowed to take hold will eventually manifest in a

physical symptom somewhere and sometime in your life.  May take several years.

Remeber:     You don't know what you don't know.

I discovered one of the feelings connected to kidneys was a lack of joy in ones life.

Well that certainty stood to reason for my brother and mother, constantly battling sickness

for years and the list went on. Some would say how does that have anything to do with the

kidney not functioning correctly.  Remember how we talked about the negative how it has an

impact on you internally?  Whether its unforgiveness, anger, resentment, bitterness, rejection,

not worthy, unlovable, abused etc that you have felt somewhere in your life , if you have held onto

it and are still wearing it or buried it , it is looking for a place internally to make a nest that will rise

up to greet you phycially. In my 25 plus years of working with people on this I have never seen it

incorrect yet.

Next I will take you through how I pulled up roots of unforgiveness, anger and resentment.

See you soon... Thanks for stopping by!

If you've just joined us, I suggest you backtrack and start at the beginning of this sessions of blogs

as to receive the full understanding of what I am speaking. 

Today I am going to explain further the definition of feelings-emotion-thoughts and beliefs.

This will help you when I start to go into the connection of my own life and how they all relate.

Thought is - thinking a idea, concept, so on

Feelings- an impression produced upon a person:having sensation

Emotions- strong surge of feelings marked by a impulse to outward expressions

Beliefs- mental conviction, something you believe

So it goes something like this: you have a thought( everything begins with a thought) and if

you think on it long enough you will have a feeling that will produce an action.

Example: If you became very angry at someone but held the anger inside- this is a FEELING.

However, if you became angry and let yourself explode, either verbally or phyciallysiy, the feeling of anger

would then manifest itself as an EMOTION.  In other words, the EMOTION is the outward

expression or reaction of the FEELING, or...the EMOTION is the result of a thought and an intense

feeling coming together.

Your thoughts are energy that carry frequency.  Energy moves in pulses- like waves. So if you are

angry and continue on thinking the negative thought it will create feelings of frustration and then the

action of yelling or saying wrong words are right behind the thought. The negative energy is

sending chaos energy frequencies.  On the other side of this if you are thinking happy thoughts

creating good feelings, encouraging words will be coming soon.  The positive thought is producing

a flow of steady energy frequencies.  Negativity the body gets out of sorts and with the positive

the body stays calm. 

So start taking notice of when you are tempted to get stressed, upset what thoughts can you trace

it back to and also if you are happy trace it back to what you are thinking...

Enjoying the journey.