God Loves You!      He chose you!        You are his beloveded!

What we all are looking for:  Love, Acceptance, Value, Worthiness.

God was hoping to get you to understand his Great Love for you when his 

only Son Jesus  Christ followed out the Fathers will by dieing for you.

Yes think about it someone died for you out of obedience and Love! 

No buts, take yourself out of the equation as you weren't even borned when this

 event took place over 2000 years ago. We had nothing to do with it. It wasnt if you deserved to  

be loved by what you said or did, or had or hadn't done that this living sacifice for you took place.

John 15:13 Greater love has no one than this than to lay down one's life for his friends" Jesus spoke.

Your loved with agape love.

Agape love is the self giving love that gives freely without asking anything in return, and

does not consider the worth of its object. Agape is more a Love by choice, which describes

the unconditional love God has for the world. 

So lets start right now renewing your mind , speak this outloud daily, 1 , 2 3 times. 

Speak outloud ............... Yes do it now open your mouth and say...........

God Loves Me, God Loves Me, God Loves Me.

God Loves Me ( put your name here) unconditional and there is nothing I can do about that.!

Also use this as a tool when you feel pressured from all sides, God Loves Me, God Loves Me,

God Loves Me and see how it will start a positive flow going.

Hope Is Alive!  

Bible says love God with your whole heart.

 Do you have your pen and paper handy, draw you a big heart  on your paper.  Now draw lines from top to

bottom as many as you need labeling each space with who or what you are loving out of your heart. 

 For example:  God has  a space, family, husband, children,  church, hobby, work  etc.

Now look at the heart and think about what the bible said, love God with your whole heart.  So if you have

others taking up space you have a divided heart. 

Well, wait Cindy how am I suppose to love if I don't give/love out of the heart. You are to love from the 

 overflow. 

Now draw you another heart and write real big inside of the heart  "Gods Love"!

Now look at the two.  Gods Love just makes you feel better doesn't it?  The divided heart will run dry

emotional burn out as  it has humans in it and we fall short to others causing us to lose heart or I don't

want to love again, it might be too painful, I need to protect myself.

But when God has our whole heart we are filled with love that never runs out, loves never fails us, and

loves that is  unconditional even when we or others have fallen short.

Its time to open up your heart and let Gods Love rain down into you.  Begin  by reading through the

Psalms and highlight all the times that his unfailing love is spoke of.  Understanding how perfect and

great his love is will fill you so you can love others in the overflow. This kind of love will allow you to

keep on loving even in the tough times because you are now pulling from Gods Love not your

own resources.   

To deny feelings doesn't mean they are dead or no longer exist.On the contrary, if feelings are not resolved, their energy/effects remains stored inside you, and, like a yeast, it will continue growing and expanding, gathering more and more same like energy- resonating and joining forces with all similar feeling vibrations that are still inside you. These energies create blocks like a dam in a ditch of water and short-circuit your system in more ways than you can imagine.

So for you to live a full filled life as God created you to, those negative feelings/emotions need to go. Unforgiveness need to go, now!! Ya but you don't know what he or she did to me, it was unfair I didn't deserve what they did and on and on. I know I was the on and on girl.  I justified by what had been done to me as to why I was the way I was.

Before i go on, don't skip over this blog and say   I have forgiven and moved on. Sometimes that is a trap in itself, we think we have and so lets just get on with life.  If you truly have wonderful, I am just asking you to examine your heart one more time and see if the Holy Spirit brings anyone or situation to mind.

It has been said that to deny the possibility of forgiveness is to deny the very heart of the Christian gospel. Jesus said with God all things are possible," not only include forgiveness but also especially pertain to forgiveness.  The call of Christ to take up our cross and follow him, is very specifically a call to love our enemies and end the cycle of revenge by responding with forgiveness.

Does forgiveness mean you have to forget? I feel not, even though that is a big one thrown in our face if you had forgiven me we wouldn't be going through this now, when are you going to forgiven me so we can go on.  I have lived , said and heard it all. You don't forget but it does not have a sting anymore.

What I know is that when I did the journey of the heart and started to truly understand the heart of my Heavenly Father towards me instead of just hearing how much he loved me, chose me first, sent his son, and those words became alive in my heart and filled my whole heart .  I looked at my own trails in life I thought  who and why would I be forgiven because of some of the things I did, the only answer is Love! Perfect Love, supernatural unconditional Godly love, not mans love, man couldn't of done that for me but Jesus did.  He paid it all. To him all I owe. 

Jesus died for the forgiveness for our sins, that's probably why most come to the lord looking for forgiveness of sins, Christianity is all about forgiveness. We are commanded to forgive so that he can forgive us.  Its a Big Big deal this forgiveness. I believe because he knew how destructive its lingering could be to us, and eventually our bodies, those around us, so he's trying to get our attention. 

Does it still hurt,  until you fill your heart of nothing but Gods Love, as his Perfect love cast all fear. When you get so filled with his Love your cracked smudged glasses that you had been seeing that person (which might be you) with, will  change to a clear  rose color because of the love of God rising up on the inside you! There's nothing more freeing than to say i chose to forgive you or myself .   You then are Free!!! The Chains have been broken off of you! Your free to live ! Free to love!! Free to feel again! Free to have joy! Free to be who you God  created you to be! Praise God! Thank You!

Ok, Cindy sounds good but how?

Before you read the next blog get you a notebook and pen so you can follow along for understanding. 

Heart to Heart,

Cindy

Been hurt ?  Everyone has at some time or another.  Hurt, abused, neglected, let down, misunderstood,

the list goes on.  So since everyone has been there that's not the issue, its what do you do with the hurt?

Carry it letting it keep you in bondage.   You feel like a mummy all wrapped up but your still functioning.

That's how I felt for Years!! I functioned or looked like I did on the outside but on the inside i was just

burning up with anger of my past. If that hadn't happened. If I wouldn't of gone there, been with

him, made that decision , and so on, my life would be different and better i am just sure!

  It had my attention even though I went to every bible study, sat in church did what I thought was

the right thing to get beyond hoping someday my life would surely turn around. 

Then it happened! I teach a bible study every week in a Women's prison and for several months

after i started I noticed the women were just continuously on my mind. I actually was getting tired

of it , as it seemed abnormal to me.  So one day while in pray time I said Lord what is going on why

are the ladies on my mind all the time?

The spirit spoke to my spirit and said" because you are a prisoner too  just in your own body".

 You are held hostage by your own unforgiveeness of yourself!!  Quit taken back by that I thought

well that's great I am trying to help others and I am not even helped myself. So I started what I called

the search of the heart and it was almost a year going through it. Cool thing was how when I made the

 choice to doing this the Lord put people I did not yet know in my pathway,  studies presented their

self that I had not even thought about wanting to do but they all became part of the process.

When you become willing and surrender to God you will find he already has the blueprints drawn up. . 

Your like an onion. If you tear into it in one big swipe down the middle and its laying open exposed.

Guess what you are going to do? Cry, turn your head and maybe walk away as its just too much

all at one time.  So its a journey, nothings happens over night and it sure wasn't just one hurt I was

dealing with.  

So are you in? Lets journey on......

Glad you joined me!

Be Blessed! God says you are!